Got liquidated again, feeling really unlucky. Just randomly shorted, didn't expect it to be the most aggressive. Hardly any pullback, and even if there is, it can be recovered in a day. Still have some money, but feel like it may not withstand the volatility. It's better to slowly recover with what's left. It's just the same every year, end up empty-handed. Contract shorting surges, spot purchases either fall or rise slowly, always in loss. The only upside is that I haven't topped up the money since two years ago, not deeply involved, overall not much loss. Just thinking about the time and effort spent, can't help but sigh. There are a lot of routines now, always changing, don't know if I can slowly recover like before.